Today.

I needed time to straighten things out, so i went out without knowing where to go. Followed the Mrt track and walked all the way to Marsling. I started to think of what to do in life, where would i be in the future. Train-ed from marsling to yewtee, then i alighted again. Looking at people around me, everyone seemed so happy. Yet i can't find reasons to make myself happy.

Walked all the way to CCK, followed the Lrt track and in my mind i was thinking of her. In her mind, friends and family are more important to her. To her maybe i never existed or maybe we are just friends, things that i couldn't get off my chest surfaced again. Shouted out all my sorrows at the field beside the highway. Daydream-ed beside the highway as cars zoom past. I guess i was feeling better already.

Everything was gone.
Took the train from CCK, my legs were too tired to walk anymore. And back home.

I just want to say to her " Peixin, i like you" but i would never have enough courage to do so.